sixdogssixcats
12-23-2007, 04:17 PM
Jeez ... I feel like all I'm doing is whining lately. I think the stress of the holidays (which I find nearly overwhelming) brings to the surface issues I would normally just internalize.
I had my hair colored and cut yesterday. This is one of the few luxuries I allow myself. Instead of enjoying it, I found myself worrying the whole time how Catherine would react. My hair is drastically different from anything she's ever seen ... between chin and shoulder length and poker-straight and a lot more red in it than I normally go with. She has clung to me like a leech ever since I got home yesterday evening and all day today, like she's not sure I really am "mama." Any attempt to put her down results in howls. This was sooooo much fun as we were grocery shopping this morning. As small as she is, she gets pretty darn heavy toting her up and down all the grocery store aisles.
Thank God she's taking a nap right now ... my back needs a break!
I had my hair colored and cut yesterday. This is one of the few luxuries I allow myself. Instead of enjoying it, I found myself worrying the whole time how Catherine would react. My hair is drastically different from anything she's ever seen ... between chin and shoulder length and poker-straight and a lot more red in it than I normally go with. She has clung to me like a leech ever since I got home yesterday evening and all day today, like she's not sure I really am "mama." Any attempt to put her down results in howls. This was sooooo much fun as we were grocery shopping this morning. As small as she is, she gets pretty darn heavy toting her up and down all the grocery store aisles.
Thank God she's taking a nap right now ... my back needs a break!